Thanks to all WWU who replied. I've not gotten back to family yet. Just can't do it. This is very unlike me. I'm usually the one to apologize. I have a is a ring round my heart and I don't know myself and I'm surprise about my own reaction.
What I do know is that I have to snap out of this real quick. I owe it to myself and DH. Maybe the space will be a good thing because words don't mean much at the moment. Every conversation nowadays ends in confrontation.
The things that have happened in the last year have really made me look at myself in a new light. Mirror held in front of my eyes. I will have to face some truths about myself and how the way I'm being perceived by others. I do not want to see myself as a victim of circumstances.
Thanks again for your support over time. In the unlimited universe of the internet this is a small corner where one can feel safe.
Congratulations and thanks to all the fine women who monitor this site. It is done with grace and dignity, must be a lot of work though. I'm sure it is rewarding.
I will keep you posted about how life is without the wee ones round the corner in the foreign land. Mind you it won't be forever and I will be back nearer them in about 18 months, hopefully things will have sorted themselves out by then. Who said 'Love conquers all!'?
I'm a believer.
Have a good day everybody.
