Thanks for the chance to see that other MILs struggle with the same issues I do. I want to be a Christian about the situation, but I tell you what, this is the biggest struggle I have ever faced in my life. Lord help me.
Welcome runningamma :)
Please read the topics in the category Open Me First. It'll give you a feel for WWU and how we came about. Nothing wrong with your post, we ask all new members to do so.
I moved your post into it's own topic so our posters can see we have a new member and make it easier to greet you. We're here when you want to talk some more about your situation, no rush.
Glad you found us.
Welcome runninggamma. Keep reading and you will find you are so not alone.